During our summer series of discussing the "Unsung Heroes" of the Bible, we have discussed individuals of the Old Testament that are small mention in the Bible but make a huge impact if we listen closely to the story. This past week we learned about Shiphrah and Puah, Hebrew midwives, unable to bear children themselves and went against the law allowing all son's that were born to live because God told them to. In return, they were blessed with families of their own.
I had a strange week last week. Maybe strange is not the right word...perhaps blessed. Blessed that I have friends who feel close enough to me to discuss in their life's problems. Blessed that some how I have experienced these similar trials in my life to understand their fears, hopes and dreams. We always experience troubles in our lives. The biggest question that comes to mind......"WHY ME?" I can remember feeling such pain in the past to cry out...."Why me God? What have I done?" The feeling of being empty and alone. Knowing deep down that I am wasn't alone but scared to reach out. Scared to trust and hear what others had to say.
These two midwives had to be terrified to go against the law. But God spoke to them and they trusted and were blessed. Sometimes in life it seems easier to go along with what everyone else is doing or what everyone else wants you to do. I find it hard at times to stop and put a listening ear to God. Lately, I have been trying harder to do that and I find such peace in this. I find a stronger direction. But for some of my close friends....they have so much noise to deal with that I think it is hard for them to stop. I feel the only advice I have to give is trust in the Lord and pray. Encouraging them to take one day at a time and with time they will be blessed.
I need to remind myself often that even though at times I feel as if my dreams have been shattered it isn't God's ultimate plan to be evil. His plan isn't my plan and with time the plan will unravel and show the path that I need to take. I laugh because we are such impatient creatures that we want to control and do what our plan is.
God grant me the patience to listen, to hear your plan for me. Be with those that are lost and confused. Let them gain strength to bear the burdens that are upon them. Let them see that with time and faith you will bless them with the bounties that are fruitful. I am thankful for all that you have blessed me with. Thank you for my life experiences, even though they were painful they have given me the words to help others through their time of need. Amen
